i close my eyes

wish on the stars

to take my life

and heal these scars

sadness--fear

soo i've been in school for a month and haven't updated this thing in forever! =P summer was amazing!!

i worked at the pool which was so much fun and made so many friends out of my coworkers =D

i did go to disneyland and it was crazy! i couldn't believe my parents actually let me go!! =P we were safe and everything though

ummmm so yeah school has been going..i've already had midterms which weren't all that great -_- it's ok though lol

there's been so much stuff to do! parties and halloween and floor events and working out and swimming!

i've made so many new friends =D it's exciting!

so here's my update before i drown in all that is college =P lol not like that would be a bad thing!

jax

wow it's been a long while...

i've graduated woot woot

i've been to europe and back =) (visiting London and Paris)

and now i'm starting my summer job at Carlmont pool i'm so totally excited to lifeguard and teach swim lessons =D

and for the rest of summer...

4th of july bbq

possible roadtrip to disneyland?

ucla frosh orientation in july with a side trip to san diego to hit the beaches and visit some friends

my 18th birthday yay!! i'll be legal (august 13 hint hint)

houseboating at lake shasta!! in september

sooo done w/ college apps woot woot! need to do scholarships...i NEED MONEY! wanna donate to the "send jackie to college" foundation? anything is appreciated ;) uhhhhh wat else is going on in my life? like...nothing...so boring...school sux....i wrote a literary piece like a few days ago. it needs work but i like it...i wanna write another one about "dreams" and the "subconscious" yeah fun...

::sigh:: i can't wait until this weekend! yeahhhh 3 day weekend! exciting!

i need a break...already and we've only been in school for less than a week lol i'm a lazy bum...just get me to college PLEASE!

yeah peace out...even though...u kno...life sux -_-